Chapter 5: Holidays

This time of the year is really a downer for me! November, 7 years ago my grandma passed away n i know to some of you 7 years is a very long time, but when you were so close to someone, 7 years still seems n feels like yesterday. And December with the holidays and everything it reminds me of back home, and how much i miss my family and country, I am really not complaining of what i got here, cuz i have acomplished a lot since I moved to Az, but if you grew up in a different country, around different traditions and different people, you'd know what I mean. Yesterday was Christmas and even tho i got 0 presents, I got to spend time with my family (mom, brother & sister), and i got to spend it with my only piece of family here haha my aunt n her husband and sons! We had a great time and even did some activities together. My cusin brought supplies and we all made gingerbread houses hehe, it was SO much fun! I think its been really long since we spent some quality time together like that, at least that i could feel it that way. My sister and I made sure we took pictures of everything, so make sure to check out my myspace page ill have them posted :). Afterwards I got to spend time w my little sister and had a fun convo w my friend Phillip, for like a good hour n 30 min haha... hes so funny!!!. I re-did some of my stuff on my profile, still working on it, idk exactly what i want to do with it ugh!. Anyways, New Years Eve is coming, and I am just so thankful this year is almost over, my family & I had a rough year and we are just trying to start fresh with a new calendar, goals, and just stick together like we always have!!!. Happy holidays everyone!!!

Chapter 4: Dos Gringos

So Aj aka Keri Hilson (lmao shes obssesed with her music) & I just got back from Cold stone, really good by the way, if I had to recomend you one I would have to say watermelon sorbet mixed with sweet cream w macademia nuts YUMMY!! hehe anyways we were talking about last night lol and OMG it was a crazy night. from not findin a parking spot at first, gettin harrased by drunk dudes, dancing wild, crazy pictures, too many drinks, too crowded, && yah yah i could go on && on, yahhhh the "after party" lol at Guss Pizza thats where it gets good. From almost fighting some white girl, to rappin, freestyling, shutting down lil bois games, im gonna give u a lil example "basically, dont stress me. you cant impress me. I am not a tease, just a reminder of what you cant please" hahahaha, to running to our "temporarley vehicle lil red neon lmao cuz u aint ready yet for the "butterfly" door CLK" haha. Man we had such a great time, with my girls Brittany, Aj (aka K.H.), Mirna, Araceli, & of course our lil homeboys who hold it down for us ;). We had such a grrrreat time cuz I truly must admist DOS GRINGOS is the spot to be at on a thursday nights ;) at least for my 21+ crowd, sorry under 21+ theres still no place holding it down for u, its sad, Ill work on that tho ok k :)

Anyways I was just telling my mom that today DECEMBER 19TH but 4 years ago (2004) we moved to Az from Costa Rica, isnt it crazy ive been here for only 4 years yet it seems forever!, Imiss my family so so so much, I miss the smell of rain, the way my pants would get wet up to my knees from the rain, I miss my people I grew up with my girls, mayneee!! lol i miss it so much! But I am doing so much for myself right now i cant complain! Ive learned SO much this past 4 years, its amazing. But theres so much i dont know of, and people laugh at me when i asked them a question, because to them its a stupid question to me, its a real question. They r so ignorant to laugh thinkin im the stupid one haha. Ive been here for only 4 years and of course i didnt knw what kool aid was but i asked and learned right? hehe. i still member that day, you never EVER ask a black guy "whats kool aid?" haha mannnnnn :( i felt stupid, but its ok cuz now i knw so its alllll goood hehe, anyways it was like if you went to my country, yall dont know half of our shit so ull have to ask around, see its normal to be new at things. ;)

oh btw Christmas is only 5 days away. isnt it exciting!
ok im gonna go now, cuz i have to finish this song im working on, you all have a safe weekend. my 18+ crowd dont miss out on the hottest events hosted by VIP ENTERPRISES (us) hehe, no for reals we do get down, hit up the official hottline for 18+ clubs for more info 480.628.1848


mucho amore
-R.C-

Chapter 3: The Truth About Men

ok so this has been like MY FAVORTIE video ever!!! it was made by a very special person in my life, a very close friend and he is SO right about everything he says, and YES I know it does not apply to EVERY guy but sh*t hes on point on this. I posted it up on myspace and got a HUGE response back, from people hating (of course, never fails) to giving him kudos, it was funny to see how people reacted to this. But the craziest thing is that almost everyone that hit me up told me i should do "the truth about women" version lol, that would actually be fun, I will consider it and get back to you guys on that! meanwhile check him out!!!

Chapter 2: The SO called haters

O.M.G lol people keep coming to me saying stuff like "oh i heard this about you", "someone posted this and that about you", "but he/she said you this and that". OK one thing i want to make clear EVERYONE HAS HATERS, idk why, idk how, but we ALL do! ME!? see I dnt care about what others have to say about me, because I still havnt heard nothing thats out there thats true, so as far as i knw everything thats said out there about me are lies that people who admire me or who want to do what i do but dont have the personality, or the determination that i have to get it done. So i am kinda happy about that, I dont really have nothing to hide, but I do have a lot of personal stuff i've trusted certain people i call my closest friends, and i knw that so far none of them has been fake to me and spread my business around. ALL and by all i mean ALL my friends that ive heard rummors or any type of bs about, I have brushed it off, just because I judge people for how they treat me, how they relate around me and for our own personal experiences together. Hating on someone its just a chain, a sad and pathetic chain lol. watch... I hate on someone so i make up "this and that" bout that person, that person i hate hates on someone else and makes up "this n that" about them, but someone else hates on another person and makes up rummors about them, and oh man i can go on and on, but see how the pattern keeps repeatin, its like that your life must be really sad when you have time to spend trynna ruin someones "reputation" lol. anyways i dont think i have EVER cared about my reputation cuz to my eyes i dont have one, so thats why i let ppl say all they wanna say about me and instead of focusin on who said that, who wrote that, i focus on keep doing what im doing cuz i am deff doing something right. Plus I have a really strong personality and that nobody will be able to ruin, change or bring down.Comeone dont you all love to have them haters? or is it just me hehe. So this chapter I am gonna close it telling all those people who focus on me, and makin up stuff, talking behind my back, or just simply tryin to bring me down, you might as well find someone to keep the whole hating game on cuz me, i dnt care, your not making me or braking me, only i have that power ;)

Chapter 1: The begining

I cant believe it, I am finally trying this whole "blogspot" deal out.I am not going to talk about myself and RE-introduce myself, thats what my myspace profile is for, and my about me section here as well. I think I am just gonna be more open to everything that goes on around me and with me. Everyone knows I promote for clubs and let me just make one thing clear I AM NOT A MODEL. I have done photoshoots (paid & TFP) but I did not signed with noone, and honestly I dont think I will. I turned down two opportunities already and I just dont feel like thats what i should do with my life. Dont get me wrong I enjoy taking pictures, and all that fun stuff but thats more like a hobbie and easy way to make some extra cash lol. I am a promoter for VIP ENTERPRISES, I am also into graphic designs, I am a full time daughter & older sister as well hehe, I co-founded a MODELING TEAM for starting models who want to get exposure, and network, sponsored by VIP ENTERPRISES.Ok now that we got all that out of the way I can close this chapter and mone on. Lets see here we go...